Princess

I’m sitting here trying to do homework but instead I’m actually contemplating suicide. Researching how to kill myself and which ways will be the quickest because I don’t want to live anymore. I’m tired of always hurting and feeling like shit. I should’ve killed myself a long time ago. No one cares anyway…

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I’m not sure when it started,
or why it is so strong.
On the outside I seem happy.
No one thinks anything’s wrong.
But on the inside I am dying,
screaming for someone to see
That the happy smile and carefree laugh is not the real me.
I’ve never been happy,
not that I can recall.
Between the world and myself I’ve built up a wall.
I don’t know why I’m like this,
it makes no sense to me.
I actually come from a very close and loving family.
But even they have no idea of the hell I endure.
They think I’m happy and normal;
of this I am sure.
I can’t take it much longer,
I can’t live like this!
I want to feel truly happy,
that is my biggest wish.
I need help, but who will help me?
Who could comprehend?
Is there anyone out there who can help bring this to an end?
Or am I simply trapped,
a prisoner of despair?
Am I really all alone?
Is there no hope for me out there?
I’m so lost, please help me!
I can’t do this alone!
I need someone in my corner,
a friend to call my own.
Please help me.

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I don’t want to live anymore…isn’t that a sad thought? I would feel better giving everything up because I don’t want to hurt anymore. I’m tired of faking everything everyday of my life. I just want to be at peace. Maybe that’s the only escape…

I don’t want to live anymore…isn’t that a sad thought? I would feel better giving everything up because I don’t want to hurt anymore. I’m tired of faking everything everyday of my life. I just want to be at peace. Maybe that’s the only escape…